oops, one more.

oops, i forgot to mention one very important stress reliever of mine. it's reading my scriptures! after a long day of stress and crap with boys i go read a couple of versus up in my room. after i read those small versus,  i feel at peace and i can be sienna again. it's amazing of what this incredible book can do, am i right?!
Peace I leave with you:John 14:27 {true that}

i have faith in me.

Faith isn't always in your hands and it doesn't always go the way you planned... but you have to have faith, that there is a plan for you, and you must follow your heart and believe in yourself no matter what.

escape.

i think everyone has those days when they are completely stressed out. i get stressed out very easily, and it makes me very.... grumpy?

music is my escape. i can spend hours and hours in my room jamming it out forever. music inspires everyone, and it inspires me. i love that i can just sit on the piano when i'm stressed out, and i can pour all my emotions on those piano keys. i can unwind and relax by creating music wherever i go.... even if i'm just humming along to a song that i love, it makes me happy. i'm pretty sure my instruments are sick of me venting out on them, but they got to deal with it. ;)

i'm grateful that i have this musical gift, and that i can share it with others. i'm one lucky girl that heavenly father picked me to have a musical gift//talent.

be thankful.

happy fast sunday, i hope you all fasted like how i did! {i'm starving..} i love food, period... and could sit on the couch all day eating. it's bad i tell you, a bad habit of mine that i do.
any who... today i am very grateful of what i have in life. today, as i was fasting for a friend of mine, it made me very grateful of what i do have. my friend's dad is dying this month from pancreas cancer, and it made me wonder what if my dad had it.

i am thankful for.
> making crazy faces. i simply love taking pictures of my friends and i {or just me}. it makes me smile every time i see those insane faces. and sometimes i didn't know i could look so ugly with the faces i would make!
> modesty. there are a lot of girls {and guys}, that walk around showing off stuff that shouldn't be shown. i am grateful that the lord has given us this commandment to make us pure.
> naps. i love naps and i could sleep all day if i could.
> TLC say yes to the dress. it makes me excited to get married in the temple with my best friend!
> clothing. well i love clothes, because i don't have to walk around naked 24/7. that would not be a pretty sight...
> family. family is the BEST, and they will never leave your side. they help you out whenever and will always give you a hug when you need one.
> chocolate. who doesn't love chocolate? it's delicious! for those who don't well i can tell you, you are missing out!
> cameras. to capture the little moments in life.
> social media. social media is the best, i would probably die without it! if i didn't have it then i wouldn't have this fabulous blog of mine.
> boys. boys are fabulous, and make me happy. :)
> trials. this is a touchy subject for me, and it makes me a little bit uncomfortable when people talk about trials. but i am grateful for trials, they have been a huge blessing in my life. instead of me being sad about the trial i had... i rejoice, because without that trial i would be a messed up person.
> school. it gives me knowledge and the education i need.
> friends. i love my friends, they make me so happy. i love roasting smores with them, movie nights, parties, and staying up all night long with them.
> scriptures. they give me great advice, and i have received answers to prayers by reading them! the lord does listen to me, even when i ask for a simple stupid question.
> life. life is very special and even the next life.
> music. music sends powerful messages to everyone including me. music can be used in so many ways. i love music, especially when it's from hunter hayes... oh i love him.
> heavenly father. it's nice to know i can kneel down to pray morning and night and talk to him. tell him about my trials to the triumphs, boys, and my problems! i find it amazing.

have a great rest of the day, make sure to keep the spirit with you.

camping in the mountains.

i got home from girls camp today, and it was so much fun. we got cute accessories and felt the spirit so strong. we were at the heber valley camp, so that means cabins... which made it extra special. 

this girls camp consisted of: canoeing on a lake, long hikes every day, star gazing, skit nights, staying up way to late, ice cream at mid-night, hot showers, no make up, eating to much delicious food, testimony meeting, challenge courses, and doing pranks all night long. 

i am grateful that i got to spend 5 days feeling the spirit and gaining better friendships. i loved every second of it... although i wanted to go home because i was home sick, it was fabulous. i've been there 3 out of the four times i've gone to girls camp, and every time i've gone there... the spirit is so strong and amazing. i'm grateful for my heavenly father and the opportunities he gives me, i am truly blessed. 

i am sad it's over... the week flew by to quickly, but i am so glad i am home!

mission accomplished.

so i guess i have some exciting news.. i finished the book of mormon last night! this was my first time reading it, and i am so happy that i decided to read it all the way through! after i finished, i got this huge smile on my face! i started reading this book on january 14 and finished it on july 23... i think that's pretty good? 

every since i've been reading this wonderful book, i have received many blessings every single day. whether they be big or small, they have been amazing blessings. before i started reading, i believed that the b.o.m was true.. now i KNOW that the b.o.m is true, and it is a wonderful feeling. it made me excited going to bed each night, because i would read a chapter or two out of it.

i am so proud of myself for doing this. SO PROUD. i love my heavenly father, and i'm so happy i'm apart of this church. this gospel provides me strength and i know i can achieve anything by my loving heavenly father.

a little pink dress.

i'm a little obsessed with this little pink dress. even though i hate the color pink...it's a bright color, and bright colors make all of us happy. 

want to know a little secret? sure. this dress was way to short- WAY TO SHORT. thanks to my mama {because she is fantastic at sewing}, my grandma bought the same dress so my mom could make it longer. {thanks grandma!} because... modest is hottest, right?

{dress: aeropostale, shoes: forever 21, belt: bella ella, shirt: bella ella} 

have a great sunday, i know i for sure did. xoxo.

Seminary.

{to all of those who are going to be starting seminary}

at the beginning of the school year i wasn't excited for seminary. - at all. i thought it was going to be boring like sunday school class. first day of seminary they told us that they want this building to be a safe place. whenever i went there i did feel safe. as soon as you walk through the doors of seminary, it's like this huge wave of the spirit hits you. the building there- you can feel the spirit so much. you learn so much more in seminary than a sunday school class. i now have a better understand of the scriptures and of our savior- jesus christ. as days go by of seminary i realized that i loved it. it was and still is one of my favorite classes of all time. seminary was scary at fist and i didn't know what to expect. it is nice to get away from the real school building and come to seminary, knowing that you wont be judged for your beliefs. to be away from swearing and kids who are crude to others, its amazing to get away from all of that for 90 minutes. i have seen my friends grow spiritually and mentally because of seminary- and it is so much fun seeing their progress. i didn't read my scriptures much before, until i came to seminary. now i read them every single night, and i love learning//reading the tender mercies in this book. before the new testament was just words to me that were on 300 + papers. i didn't understand this book very well- actually at all. as we learned and studied the new testament this year, i have a better understanding in this book. the new testament is all marked up with notes and high lighted scriptures. every page i turn to in the scriptures there is a marked up verse or a quote added onto the side. it has strengthen my testimony in so many ways. its fantastic! i ask people what class are they going to, they say math. then i say oh well i'm going to seminary, so you better be jealous! i love going to seminary every other day and feel the spirit. i love hearing the lessons that were prepared. if i ever have an answer i pray about it, and when i come to seminary the prayer has been answered. it's awesome! seminary is preparing me to go on my mission- and i'm super excited about it!

friday it was the last day of seminary. it was a bitter sweet moment, but also sad. i come in and i sit by ryan- my bfffff. and he says "this is so sad! it's the last day!" i totally forgot it was the last day, but i was going to make it the best last day yet. we played scripture mastery games, and threw candy at each other. we handed out the rewards and i got the silver reward. 

Bronze: 

memorize 16 scripture masteries

Silver:

read the new testament and passed off all 16 masteries

Gold:

Re-read the new testament and passed off all quizzes

we got these pins with in the different "colors"..? {bronze, silver, gold} i put the pin on my scriptures just to remind me that i accomplished something awesome! at the last 30 minutes of class we did something for the new upcoming 9th graders who will be attending seminary next year. they had a camera set up and whoever wanted to go they stood up and talked about seminary. {they did this last year and i thought it was very helpful!} after you shared about how seminary strengthen you or something like that you got to bare your testimony. after ryan went up, i bravely went up. talked about some personal things, and bared my testimony. it was quite shocking to see the boys who act like "i'm to cool for you, i'm the best person in this school, i'm the most popular" boys cry and bare testimony of our savior. but let's just say every body was crying. when we said the closing prayer every body got up said our thank yous to our seminary teacher Brother Marsh. honestly i don't know how he dealt with our class so well. we were awful- mostly because of the "boys". we all hugged each other and then the bell rang. 

i'm so happy i had to opportunity to be in seminary this year. i'm so excited for it to start up again and be in seminary for another 3 years! it truly has blessed my life.