suicide awareness.

happy suicide awareness day...

any of you that are struggling, there is a way that you can get help. from my personal experience going through this, it does get better. you may not think that it will get better, but it does. don't be afraid to ask for help, and don't think that there isn't help out there... because there is help all over surrounding you.

i thought that it was the end of the world when i was going through this difficult time. i didn't want to talk to my parents about it, which is a bad idea. i thought i could do it on my own, which i was wrong. i felt alone, and i felt like there was nothing else i could do to make it stop. so i decided to end everything on December 9, 2012, i don't really remember anything from that night... but it was awful. i didn't go to school for a whole week, and kids figured out what happened FAST. i didn't know how they found out so quickly, because i didn't tell anyone. i'm not telling my reasons, or my story.... maybe i will someday but not today.

i was watching a movie with my adorable friend, sydney, of documentaries on bullying. her and i were sobbing the whole entire time, those kids went through so much. watch this movie: "bully". you will learn a HUGE lesson about how you should treat people. i bet you ten bucks you will ball your eyes out. i couldn't believe what these rude kids were doing to this poor innocent child. i don't understand why people are so rude to everyone, FOR NO REASON. it makes me so upset, why can't we just except people by who they are.

there is a way out of this mess, ask for help... please? today pray and reach out to those who have lost a loved one because of this situation.
missing you sydney, love you baby girl.